My whole life is falling apart. Everything I thought to be my foundation is crumbling in my hands. I've just reached a point where there's nothing I can do ( Read more... )

Maybe it all comes down to being scared of being alone? When was I last alone, as in without a boyfriend? It's almost 3 years ago...well it is. Which just makes everything so weird. I've always had a boyfriend from the age of 14. The only break I've had lasted 3 months and I can't really say that it counted. I'm so fucked. Yes I'm fucked. If he ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything in ages...which is funny 'cause as it turns out, that will be the subject for this entry as well. I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY! I'm so fucking indifferent about everything. I don't react to anything and no matter what happens around me I'm just not bothered ( Read more... )

All you nice people wanna help me get a Zen micro, don't you? I have never believed in these things and they've never worked for me, but who knows...maybe this will?!?!?! *sceptical* Well I might as well give it a go...here goes nothing ( Read more... )

First concert ever ( Read more... )

So my life is pretty much going down hill right now. And I've come to the conclusion that: Fuck it, I don't care anymore ( Read more... )

Strange isn't it? How things change...Argh ( Read more... )

Hello journal.

Can you say my life has changed? I guess you can...quite a lot actually. Since the last time I wrote anything on here I've gotten a lizard, Yoshi...look!


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Haven't written anything for ages. Everything is going pretty good and the only thing I've got to complain about is stress. Definetely taking its toll on me in ways it shouldn't 'till I turn 50. But oh well, I've got the bestest boyfriend who knows how to deal with me when I'm stressed out (he just tells me to shut up :P ( Read more... )

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