LOST
To day i run from you
yesterday i ran to you
as i condick my self you are still there
all my days you stay
holy you are all your love you give

as i run and try to hide your right there to pick me up
so i come and as i go your all ways there to pick me up
your my hope my dream my savior

many days have pasted im sill lost
im so lost ( Read more... )

Some times I wonder if this pain is for real
It is real to me, the way I feel
As I peel my skin from my hand
To reveal my inner self
Its taken me all this time to
Grow this thick skin
Seconds for you rip it off
Never knew I was living with a little whore

Pain is such a thrill to me
Change is a pill I down daily
Maybe I don’t wanna live ( Read more... )

Theres is some thing strange going on. A Change in side me. I gone away form my words lost in the grind that is life. I feel as if i'm slipping away slowly.  I miss my old frends the ones that dont speek to me. in fact i miss friends. Its lonley just Her and I. I meen i love her and all but you know some times you just need more then that. kinda an ( Read more... )

the day you brought me to heaven is the day i brought you to hell ( Read more... )

To night i told jess how i feel about her. and it was a lift off of my chest to get that out. but now she all confused, becouse of her new boyfriend, and all the man of her dreams, so i told her i dont want her to leave him for me, i want ther to be happy. and that i happy just being friends if thats what she wants. she care for me too, but she's ( Read more... )

Why is it when ever i find someone i like that person is taken or got taken becouse i take to long to express my felling. i guess i should stay a lone for awhile then and see what it is like to be alone but i know whats it like i was a lone for 17 years, and i fell the same i did then now board and just want to sit a round i hate that felling, i ( Read more... )

Hey, nothing to do know one to love and just in a dumb ass rut, this stinks, that olny one that i love does not live me back, shes soo heart less, not a sad felling in her body for what shes doing hand has done to me. she tell me that im the only she wants to be with, but goes on dates all most every night, she said i dont want a boy friend right ( Read more... )

Well, to all that told me, "I told you soo" you were right ( Read more... )

Being down here with her has been well, a eye opeing time. i see that she does not want me back cuz she does nto care any more or does she, see acts totaly diffrent when it just me and her but throw in a friend and it like im a peace of shit thats just a tag along, and it pisses me off but then she is my ex but why do you say you love me then treat ( Read more... )

wishing that moring never ended ( Read more... )