Where are you going I don't mind ( Read more... )

tonight is long, dark, and terrible, and because i was so stupid and made terrible choice to get high like normal neverending.

I'm listening to the sax piece now. Avner has said three times "I like this Daddy." He also asked twice "drums?" I think that was his polite way of making a suggestion. I like it more and more. My fear is that what is meditative and restrained to us might seem boring to the others. The second track is on now and Avner asked if that background ( Read more... )

so i was talkign with randy the night guy at the motel last night while waiting for marge to pick me up and he was telling me about terrible panic attack he had earlier that day. he is a retired fire fighter and was a 9/11 responder and ever since then he gets terribly clostrophobic if he is shut in somewhere or in asituation where he cant leave if ( Read more... )

Below is A link to a piece of music I recorded at the Playland Pier and is now available for free download. It is posted in the sound gallery section of the Bagatellen.com website.

-john

http://www.bagatellen.com/?p=2138

-Christmas at the zoo ( Read more... )

Come on John. Its not hard. You need to see that you have to extend yourself for people in your life or they will, eventually, stop extending themselves for you ( Read more... )

You coming over sat night? if so bring the two old mics you have for dat. want to see abou8t them and feedback. played some sax other night late at night, felt good. got into this thing where i was playintg whisper quiet but full on fast throttle noted, all false fingerting patterns witha clean tones. overtones and harmonics coming from lots of ( Read more... )

manila alkali lasso calf spires ( Read more... )

i finished ulysses today ( Read more... )