It's strange how well I'm taking this break up. The weekend was hard. I still get sad when I sit and think for too long of a time. It's only been 4 days. I'm numb. It's possible I'm just simply simmering and one day soon I'm going to explode with emotion ( Read more... )

I complain about being lonely a lot here in Delaware but after two weeks of constant companionship, I am more than happy to lay here on my floor with an ice cold Tecate listening to Carl Sagan's voice set to some dubstep.

my heart and mind are far far from this place. i keep trying to like it. but im tired of being "okay" then having total meltdown over not being able to put my bike chain together.

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wow. my head is spinning with thoughts. more later. when i'm not stuck in minneapolis.

time for an overpriced beer.

Anna and I climbed into Shaun's car with the music playing loud and we found our way to Spence's Bazaar, the Amish market. Browsing and haggling, we made purchases of things we didn't really need, feeling victorious when we could knock 3 dollars off the price. While looking at shot glasses, somebody flicks each one of us on the shoulder. I ( Read more... )

note: this entry isn't fully thought out, it was a collection of loose thoughts that have been laying around in my headIt seems like a lot of my friends (myself included) are not happy where we are. We tried to move on and we're kind of hating it. It's not that we hate what we're doing, but it's our surroundings that we're struggling with ( Read more... )

i. love. vermont.

im lovedrunk on these mountains.
or maybe it's because i haven't slept yet.
but good god it's beautiful here.

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Did some budget calculations yesterday and figured out that this girl can afford a plane ticket west for the 3rd weekend of July to go see Tom. yayayayayayayay!!! words cannot express how excited I am.

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This weekend I got into a conversation about where my religious affiliations lie. He was a professed "jesus lover" and I told him I was an atheist. He tried to argue with me. How? By expressing disbelief and confusion as to what he was say to me when I sneezed.