one of my best friends' dads died last night of lung cancer. i had known him since i was in the second grade ( Read more... )

i felt her body slacken next to me as she slipped into sleep, i tapped her and said "i can tell you're going to get there way before me." "mrgh" she acknowledged . . . "take me with you" i pleaded ( Read more... )

loljournal, why hath i forsaken thee ( Read more... )

i promise not to be a drama queen anymore okay? i'm sitting here applying to jobs in CT and it's going way better than i thought. lots of feedback and an interview request already. though they were like, wtf, can you interview tomorrow? and i was like, lol, i'm still in tx. and they were like k thnx ( Read more... )

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dam loljournal, i've been feeling really good lately. physically. my stomach problems are all under control. completely excluding caffeine from my diet has really worked wonders. been working out, and the back seems to be holding up after some extreme initial soreness. i think i have that under control. the only complaint i have is this ( Read more... )

had a long journal entry typed out and instead of hitting the "update journal" button at the bottom, i went to the top menu bar and hit Journal, Update, and it took me to a new blank journal page, and i tried to hit back to recover the text, but it's gone now. doesnt that make you want to just murder someone ( Read more... )

last night we blew up a watermelon with an artillary shell (massive industrial strength firework) . . . carved a hole out of the bottom, put the shell up in it, propped it up just a bit to let the air in, and lit the wick, which was about 8 inches or so long, then we fucking ran and took cover behind some cars. the thing smoked and fizzled, we ( Read more... )

hello loljournal. it's june out, hot june, 100+ degree weather. july will be hotter though . . . back a few years ago, every single day in july was over a hundred degrees here, no rain, no clouds, no breeze, no nothing. just heat. and no beetles either. i just got back from houston this weekend, went down and visited an old highschool buddy and ( Read more... )

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