I had a bad dream about my best friend and woke up at 4:17am and couldn't go back to sleep. Then I sipped pomogranete juice in the dark in the livingroom until my mums got up and yelled at me for being up. Then I went to the gym for a few hours, and found a bowling ball on my walk back. It was nice, thirteen pounds decorated with shiny red swirls ( Read more... )

eheh

 I am resigning from any attempt at romance. I have finally figured out what I want, and it is certainly not that. I look forward to a life of happiness by myself, with no one to cower to or be hurt by. No one to be jealous of or dread leaving. No messy feelings or careful side stepping.
I'm done.

Becoming familiar with myself, I have realized that ( Read more... )