Finally, there is no wall ( Read more... )

My last entry was pretty close. I think I got it basically right with a couple of exceptions ( Read more... )

I wonder if after writing this, and reading it, that what I think I understand so well now, is really new to me? When I'm done, I'm going to reread my old entries, and see if I was saying the same thing a year or two ago ( Read more... )

I am seeing another side of my wall of beliefs ( Read more... )

I think I know what the wall is. "Everything" is already here for everyone. There is nothing held back. It's all here. It always has been, and to some degree or another, we've accepted or resisted portions of this "everything ( Read more... )

I see how I bring things upon myself and how I keep things away from myself. Deep inside me, is a perfect core. Covering it, is a heavy quilt of various thicknesses. The quilt is made of the projections thrown from the distortions of what is in my subconscious mind ( Read more... )

I hadn't realized how narrow I had become. My thinking was taking place it seemed, within one foot of my minds eye! Everything happened close up. And I had to do everything! That was my whole world. Things seem pretty tight that way. And when you try to add something new, it's like there isn't any more room for it ( Read more... )

I think I tapped into a huge pool of laziness. I'm just floating in it. The things I have to deal with, I do, otherwise I take it easy.

There are so many things I could do, but I don't feel like doing them. I haven't for months. There's a mountain of them ( Read more... )

This song's been stuck in head...

JOHN MAYER
Album: INSIDE WANTS OUT

No Such Thing"Welcome to the real world ( Read more... )

I am responsible for everything that happens in my life. Everything ( Read more... )