this sadness set upon me last Sunday. It hovers all around crouching, hiding and pouncing when least expected. Sugar soothes temporarily, my tongue hurts. I hope tomorrow i will again be normal, the ever stinging threat of random tears over ( Read more... )

I was thinking today...(before all the motorcycle tongue sounds)....That even though I sometimes get frustrated or mad at you or wish you could find nicer ways to express yourself , I am really very thankful that I found you, or you found me. I've got it pretty good with you, you make me very happy and I am very much in love with you. Thanks for ( Read more... )

7am got out of bed ( Read more... )

When I was a kid I used to suck my thumb. I was totally addicted, my thumb lived in my mouth and my index finger hooked around my nose. At around three, my dad made a deal with me, he would quit smoking and I would quit sucking my thumb. We both did. As i was growing up i would occasionally wake up with my thumb in my mouth, like maybe 4 times per ( Read more... )

Everytime I go to my friends page August 21st comes up and I have to hit "previous" and "Next" in no real order to get to the most recent page and then there are some pages and can't even get to. I've tried logging out and then in again and it doesn't help at all. It's driving me crazy!

I wonder if the stress ever really goes away or if sometimes every once in a while I find the ability to ignore it.

The aftermath of our loving ( Read more... )

Thinking about RI and how much I can't wait to go back. 2 days isn't long enough to see the people and places I miss but it's better than nothing. I never expected to miss RI so much when I'm here and then get there and long for home.

For some reason my left eyelid keeps twitching, it's driving me CRAZY!!!

It amazes me sometimes how much love I feel for him. The thought of him brings a huge smile to my face and I can only think about how I want to hold him forever. Be the one he turns to when times are tough and the one he celebrates with when all is right with the world. The one to have his child and grow old beside ( Read more... )