cereal. my favorite breakfast ( Read more... )

cinnamin raisin french toast while watching Kermit the Frog ( Read more... )

class
study
class
dinner
study
bed

wondering if I will have work tomorrow or be able to go snowmobiling.
I need to work and I want to ride so I guess either way I win.

a quiet morning with my puzzle
a rough day of snowmobiling
pizza and a good movie

nothing really excites me anymore, I want to look forward to something again.

I have been thinking a lot lately about my relationship and the future. I'm feeling like it's time to start thinking about getting married. I mean, I'm 26, in love and not getting any younger. I want to have kids or at least one kid. So here's the problem, I have no idea how to let him know that I am ready to start thinking about marriage, how to ( Read more... )

I am so full of emotion and so unsure of exatly which ones. So much is going on inside my head, like a desk loaded with random papers in need of filing, but I just can't seem to get to the task.

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sitting and thinking about her and cleaning, for some distraction, and rearranging the kitchen, and back to sitting and thinking again. This isn't supposed to happen, not to her, not to her baby, not in our family. We are not supposed to know fear like this. She is not supposed to know fear like this. I am so helpless, I can't take her pain and ( Read more... )

I have resolved myself to try and be a better girlfriend ( Read more... )

sometimes I should just keep my mouth shut. I have a good man here. Don't mess it up.