and i am sitting here in my room debating life ( Read more... )

this has been an incredible week
definately one of the best this summer
actually the best

thanks steve j., ben r., nat, mat l., caroline s., just everyone for bein flippin awesome

hard day

i miss him already

dylan - i will always love you

i guess it was time for a break
and i dont know how i am going to do it

im so happy to be home - but it doesnt feel like home
everything feels so distant
and i know people have moved on
but
its just hard
to come home when everybody has moved on without you
i feel lonely

IM FUCKING HOMEEEEEE

its been over two months
probably the hardest of my life

and now i have twelve more days - until i can return - to the life- that i love
the life that i took for granted
i can not wait until i see the faces that were once familiar

i feel as though i have lost myself
and i need to go home - to find it again

i want to be home

HEY GUYS!!! - i miss you guys sooooooo much ( Read more... )

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im scared ( Read more... )