NEW LJ SORRY!!! by_suprize_53

SORRY I KEEP UPDATING BUT I THINK IM GOING TO MAKE MY JOURNAL FRIENDS ONLY. I DONT WANT WEIRD WACKO'S READING ABOUT MY STRANGE LIFE. SO COMMENT IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED.

I wish people would comment just saying hey megan so it looked like i had friends. when anybody comments..two seconds later there are 282817282 comments..and on mine there is one..10 days later. just to show
1. i have absolutley NO friends what so ever
or
2. nobody cares bout me enough to actully take time

i understand. i wouldnt do it if i were u

Hi. boy. hm. so i had a softball game today and in about the 2nd or 3rd inning..there is a ball hit like inbetween me and firstbase. (im pitching) and i was closer so i go for it and kinda like dive/fall and my ankle rolled and i slamed my knee onto the ground and even worse the ball fell out of my hand when i rolled, but i got it to first and got ( Read more... )

I somtimes dread writing in here but i feel pressured by myself to do it. like right now ( Read more... )

So this is by far the favorite song of the month for me

Numb by Lincoln Park, man i love it. If u listen to the lyrics baby, it like hits you. i love it.

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

My favorite part.

'Every step ( Read more... )

Well. Today I played with Freshmen. It was sooo much fun!!! I havent had that much fun in a long time. They are a great group of girls i have to say. Im gunna be sad when i dont play with them anymore :(...i hope in some magical way i can. that would be cool. i didnt pitch so great. i walked like 4 people. it sucked. it was a pretty close game. but ( Read more... )

I did sydneys word thingy and i use "I" the most..am "I" selfish?? i just used it 5 times jeez. That makes me really belive that this thing is here just to tlak about myself and my low pitiful life. great. I use the word "love" 33 times. hm. great.

So softball. Hm. today was beautiful. I learned that the days that JV doesnt have a game and ( Read more... )

Well its over folks. Yep. All done. Back to rolling out of bed at 6:30 in the morning, back to walking in to berkley and letting out a sigh, back to counting down the minutes in science and math class, back to all the obnoixous people running through the hall way, i need to make a countdown..i hate school.

So i cried last night. I dont want my ( Read more... )

I feel like i wanna cry. just bawl to one of my friends and have them care and take care of me when something would go bad to me. i miss the first kiss, the first fhite, the first brake up. i wanna go through it again. I miss being in love. worrying about things. wondering where there at and what there doing i miss it all. I remember one time when ( Read more... )