I didnt realize that I needed to go until I did. It was written in my planner....NYC 18-19 but I wasnt even excited until the day of and even then I wasnt all that excited. We touched on the subject of shutting down and thats what I have been doing lately but in a good way. I wasnt thining about missing my friends I was shutting down because I have ( Read more... )

To be honest, I never believed myself when I said I was going to build sets. Never once did I believe it. I called my mom last night when I finished, I had just been hired for real and this is the last thing my parents wanted me to do. You know what she said, she said, "we never wanted you to be one of the millions of girls who thought that she ( Read more... )

I'm offically part of the Hartford Stage crew! I got hired this weekend as a carpenter for the Christmas Carol and when I was done I was asked to come work any chance I can without failing out of school. It was such a good experience! I was the youngest person there by baout 5 years and the only person eithout a college degree in Tech Theater so it ( Read more... )

Sarah said, "some of us are running naked on the track tonight" it should be harder to get me naked...I was telling Jon about it and he didnt understand, I said, I'm always naked its no big deal. and he said, "but around other girls?" and I laughed and laughed. YES, I am always naked around girls.

I was reading back in my journal the other night and noticed something that I had said, I mentioned that nights staying up talking through the sunrise and the relationships between the people you meet in this life is what it should be about. I havent been doing that lately..in fact I see Jon three mornings a week for breakfast and Kathryn and Dan ( Read more... )

I'm sad today...I want to cry but I cant really find a place to. Sarah is here, cant cry here. Common rooms arent good either because then people walk in and see you and feel akward as they rush out. Its too cold to sit outside...there is no place to cry. I went home yesterday to see Hobbes, we hung out for a bit and I said goodbye. I went up to ( Read more... )

Ten years after genocide, Rwandan children suffer lasting impact

NEW YORK (April 6, 2004) - Ten years after the genocide in Rwanda that took the lives of 800,000 people, the country's children continue to struggle with the lingering impact of the atrocities, UNICEF said today.

"Ten years later, the children of Rwanda are still suffering the ( Read more... )

Yesterday I watched Hotel Rwanda and Jarhead back to back. I dont highly recommend it. The combination the movies I recommend. Well Hotel Rwanda anyways. I couldnt talk about it afterwards, in fact I'm writing because I still dont know if I can talk about it. I didnt want to cry in front of the boys but I was so angry with the human race that I ( Read more... )

Kathryn has been stressed out lately cause she is Kathryn and she gets stressed out and though I am doing tons of work too somehow by not mentioning it all the time it is assumed that all I ever do is play which adds some tension. As we were parting the other night she said, "I wish I could come play with you but I actually have to do work" which ( Read more... )

Sportz91686 (12:01:42 AM): nothing will ever be us, thats the joy of your first love it is always there in your memories