I was suprised two nights ago by happy memories of Roche....two things came into my mind as I was falling asleep . I was thinking about his basement on winter nights....we would build a fire and crawl under the covers, warm from the snow and wind against the window, and spend the whole night with our bodies curled together talking.The other was ( Read more... )

Fall break was well...fall break. I needed it. I was driving myself insane with how much I was driving everyone else insane. All I could do ws fight with Theo the entire last week I was here and then I left on that note and came back to his phone calls wanting to go for a walk. Sometimes all I need is a little time and space, I think he actually ( Read more... )

As winter draws near I realized I own four pairs of pants. One is a really nice dress pair. One is my ripped and painted on work pair. One is a pair of jeans that I have had since 8th gradeish and is about to fade into a hole. The fourth I wear everyday. So, being a poor college kid about $150 in debt I am now pleading, anyone have hand-me-down ( Read more... )

Lets see...friday night there was an accapella show that I went to. I clapped really loud for a the co co beaux and a girl asked if they were my favoirte, I said, "yeah i'm a groupie" (minus the sex part) and she laughed saying "arent we all". Later that night as I sat in Bens room, the only girl amoung all the boys of the co co beaux I thought to ( Read more... )

So maybe what is really bugging me is growing up. We can never have a family dog again. Sure, my parents can and probaly will eventually get another dog but it will be their dog it wont be ours. It wont have the family. Shadow who traveled the country with us, who slept with us when we were home from school sick, who came to play at our little ( Read more... )

I got him on my birthday, seventh I believe, that was a big year for me, turning seven on the seventh and my grandama has just passed away, it wasnt the day of my actual birthday, it was the weekend day that my parents moved my birthday to for the convience of the party, so it was my birthday party but it was ending and people were leaving. Erin ( Read more... )

Nothing is like being held....by you...Its playing right now, Hold that is. Did I tell you the other night? Kathyn was talking to me of a friend from home who went to school at Bard, in my half drunk state I nodded, "Tias goes there too" "Matthias...she has mentioned him" oooooooooooh really??? So then she asks me about Tias and I have a million ( Read more... )

Ahoy...lets piece that night together. I'm not really sure how it got to this point, how I ended up giggling with Kathryn and sticking condoms down her pants, giving her lap dances and spooning with her but it did. We started the night with our goal to have crazy reckless sex with the most attractive person we could find. Clearly kidding since both ( Read more... )

So I havent updated in a while...its not that I dont love my journal its just been crazy here, crazy until tonight when my 2hr 45min lab was only 30 minutes! So I was a bit over whelmed today, may have been a bit of a bitch...hmmmm...sorry about that. Anyways, last weekend: Thursday Kathryn took me to a Siga Ros concert at the Boston Opera house, ( Read more... )

What Your Underwear Says About You
( Read more... )