my cervix started bleeding on saturday. It was scary I had to go get another blood test today to see if my HCG levels are dropping or raising. Hopefully they are going up ( Read more... )

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I hate food. I hate my body and I hate that Tanner makes me eat.

lesbian soccer.....that is all I have to say!

making amends is starting to pay off.

so life is good. really good. the sun is shining in my favor. and the last time I cried was when I had an ear infection. that was hell. I wants taco bell.

I'm just going to pick up the pieces and clean up the mess that I made.
I'll make it right if it kills me.
I should of been honest from the start, maybe then, I wouldn't be here.

I did something stupid, yes. It was three years ago. That didn't give you the right to fuck with everything the way you did.
There are no excuses for what was done.

This fever is kicking my ass. I itch everywhere. I can't stop puking, at this point it's only bile. And I can't sleep cause I have really crazy fucked up dreams ( Read more... )

I feel like a complete and utter bitch towards Alex. I can't even look at him, none the less apologize ( Read more... )