well today i went in at the end of 4th period to audition for the "god, i'm only 17" monologue. i thought i nailed it. my ego has really taken a trip to the dumps. its hard to keep your chin up. i lost Puck, and now i lost the monologue. i dont mind it that much. i'm not afraid of faliure. it just sucks. i wonder what jenny b' style was like. i ( Read more... )

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friday night was AWESOME. went to Indie with carrie, she was 24 for the night. drank some at the club, drank some with her sister, and then drank some with jeremy. nothing serious. danced my heart out. hung out in orlando for a bit. went to a white trash bar to pick up a key that we then decided we didnt need. bought a cowtail. headed out the door ( Read more... )

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i went on my first date EVER last night. :D.... hehe. yeah i guess i'm a late bloomer for dating and stuff. well it was so wonderful. i've never ever been treated the the way he treated me. he payed for my movie, offered me anthing from the snack bar, always made sure i was comfortable, opened the DOOR FOR ME, and gently shut it after i was ( Read more... )

holy shit! jsut when i thought all hope was lost no more than 5 minutes after posting my last entry sarah lafferty IMs me and says, "so you need a ride to the bank and the mall?".... OMG.... I FREAKED. I started crying (of course she doesnt know that) and and lauhging and everything! i was so scarred that my mom wouldnt have apresent for christmas ( Read more... )

ok fuckers. i'm in a bad dilemma. i dont have a car. i need a car to cash a check to buy a present for my mother b/c i love her so much and i've put her through so much pain this year and all i want for christmas is to see her open a gift. well NONE of my friends are helping me. and if they call and are like "hey wanna go to the mall now?" anywhere ( Read more... )

I HATE DAVIDWEST              !

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hmm 5 more days till christmas.... i still have gotten nothing for my mother or friends. but right now i'm more concerend with my mother. friends can wait. i know exactly what i'm going to get her too.  2 things. i just need to find a ride to the bank and then to hte mall. i was hoping David and i could hang out and in the process we could go to ( Read more... )