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Hey,
  yes today i did not go to school. instead i skipped with john :D. which was AWESOME. we went all over the place man. we ate breakfast at sonic's which was simply divine!... *drools*, the food is incontrovertibly the best fast food i've ever had. and their breakfast sandwiches are twice the size of macdonalds' and they're so ( Read more... )

hey.

you know, my life doesnt suck at all. i love it. i just wish i could find somebody worth my time. worth my effort, my passion, or my intellect. i'm constantly surrounded by all these meaningless people. i dont really see myself finding anyone for me in this regime of florida. maybe not even the united states. i know it sounds naive, but ( Read more... )

you know, who says you cant have a halloween party thats not on halloween? well no one important enough to me abyways. so i suppose i will have a halloween party later on in the year, and EVERYONE WILL DRESS UP FOR THE NIGHT AND WE'LL PARTY WITH GLEE AND JOYOUS MUSIC!!! there will be a best costume prize, and lots and LOTS OF CANDY! CJ didnt even ( Read more... )

         i just want to be FUCKED. i want someone to fuck me so hard and pull my fucking hair and squeeze my fucking ass so fucking hard. i just want a good fuck. ROUGH kissing, and and everything fucking HARD. i'm not feeling fragile at all. well, when am i ever? I'VE GOT COCK ON THE MIND.

my dilemma is there's roughly no one that i would ( Read more... )

i've never had sore armpits. crutches hurt. ouch

so yeah, i'm just sitting here. as you all have heard i'm not having my halloween paryty anymore. i know, i let the  WHOLE DAMN WORLD DOWN...i know i know. i've only been talking about it for ohhh, since last halloween....god i feel like a disgrace and morally dilapidated. i gave you guys my word and now i completely crushed it. it's all CJ's fault ( Read more... )

              READ THIS ENTRY! IT IS A VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE TO ALL!!!!

ok so now i'm fucking pissed. 
ATTENTION: i PROBABLY am NOT having my halloween party a longer!
i know guys, this sucks major ass.... it's because my friend CJ and i talked it over, and one night he was like "natalia everyone wants me to have one too. and i want to do it." and ( Read more... )

i'm going through changes. i can feel it. and fuck you, no, not anatomicla changes, but changes in priorities and maturity. theres people that i was talking to like 2 weeks ago that now i wish i could just cut them from my life. like a new wardrobe i wish i could just eliminate them from my life! lol as harsh as that sounds, my wardrobe for people ( Read more... )

hello.
homecomming was awesome. i dont feel like telling every littl detail about it right now. man, menstruation messes me up. i get so emotional, and i feel really fat. like the venus of wilendorf, lol. and i get moody. and the funniest part is that when my moods fluctuate like that and i get my period the next day, it makes me so mad!  its like a ( Read more... )

its really amazing how strong words can be... josiah keach likes me. lol. that sorid. nobody ever likes me. well seldomly. and the things he says to me make me feel...like... like a GIRL. i'm so not used to being a feminine role in any tpe of relationship. he tells me i'm pretty, and that... well here:
   "Y'know I meant what I said today... about ( Read more... )