I'm pretty sure its been at least a year or two since I've written here but I'm at work without a journal or paper of any sort for that matter and I just needed to write.  I don't know where I'm going.  And I hate that I have to start things out like that because its just so depressing and ordinary.  I wish I was anything more then ordinary but ( Read more... )

Its been months since I've bothered to post on this thing just because I didn't really know what to say. My life has changed so dramatically in the past couple months. The love of my life turned into mega asshole and changed my whole perspective on guys, relationships, love in general. I don't know if I really believe anymore. It just seems to ( Read more... )

my world has been rocked. I have finally been put in my place, which is amazing considering all my life I have never really listened to people when they told me what was wrong with me, because I didn't think anything was. I mean yes I am a little unreasonable at times and a little rash all the time but still all around not the worst person in the ( Read more... )

I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seat...
I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

*he should feel lucky he's 8 hours away from me right now.

sometimes I get so mad at myself, because I promised that I would never make someone the center of my tiny universe but here we are a year and a few months later and I'm ditching friends and saying I'll call and making promises I don't really intend to keep. I'm pretty sure I am the worlds worst friend. awesome. I am excited for next week ( Read more... )

well I know its been a while but I just have been so busy with work and josh leaving again and my sisters wedding, everything is just so hectic. Its starting to slow down now thankfully and I'm trying that whole sleep thing again. Everything is pretty good for the most part, I have my down days but most of the time I'm pretty okay. I'm trying to ( Read more... )

Your Life is Like
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so josh is home...and can I tell you that it's about damn time. I was so nervous about seeing him and talking to him and just being around him in general because I have no idea what he had to do or how he was reacting to everything. It turns out I had nothing to worry about, sure he can switch moods in a heartbeat and I can do nothing to cheer ( Read more... )

Regrets are all you left on your lipstick stains ( Read more... )

Yea 2gether's in the house ( Read more... )