im trying not to be scared anymore.
i want to open up to him, i really do.
im just so scared to get hurt again.
i dont want to give him the power to be able to hurt me.
i like holding the power of not being able to get hurt.
but i think im finally ready to take that chance again.

yes im so ready.

there are a few people i despritly need to chill with ( Read more... )

DONT EVER TELL ME YOU LOVE ME UNLESS YOU MEAN IT!

this week will be a good week.
i can count on it.

brad away message today : "Regardless of what may happen, she makes it alright.  Can't really explain it, but its like knowing that there's something that I can depend on, and it's such a great thing, nothing can damper my mood.  Tiffany Leanne Kleiner, I want you and your beautiful soul.  Brad ( Read more... )

things have been great, me and brad are better then ever. life if just grand. wonderful. fabulous. no more regrets. i smile so much more. i am in love with living. gah i love this! its just so greati want to post random pictures on here just becuase. so have fun. have a laugh. good times.. this is totally ridiculous and has no point but ya know???

i ( Read more... )

i like the way things are going ( Read more... )

i was very irriatable today and many people ended up on my shit list.
i feel bad becuase most of them didnt do anything.

i guess you just have those days ya know?

im sorry, but i cant take back what i have done.
i do not regret it, not one bit.
so stop pestering me and leave me be.
i dont take it back nor can i.

mmm i like what i did and i plan to keep it up.

so gr in your face if you disaprove.

i gave it all away.
and i dont regret one minute.

i dont update as much anymore but i mut say im sorry most of yal arent happy and cant figure things out ( Read more... )

im sorry im not the perfect girl you need, im sorry i make mistakes, im sorry i am not always alltogether, im sorry sometimes i cry. im sorry first impressions mean a lot, im sorry that its hard to give second chances, im sorry i dont take my time, im sorry i dont fully trust you, im sorry i am moody, im sorry i dont always listen, im sorry i do ( Read more... )