DO NOT ENTER MY LIFE UNLESS YOU PLAN TO STAYIN IT. I CANT TAKE ANY MORE FALLING OUTS.

me and brad, one month on wednesday, im so happy about that.

BUT STOP PLAYING WITH ME EMOTIONS!!!!

its so hard for me to trust people now becuase so amny people think its okay to walk in and outt my life. just stop.

ive got a bad cough.. brad gave it to me.. gr in his face.
trinity dace tonight, i ditched my date i feel bad but im not in the mood to go and i know brad would rather me not so yeah. if anyone wants to do anything tonight or whenever call me bcuas ei miss my social life but i needed a break from it, and i liked the break, but its over now haha.

( ive kissed someone... )

im ready to give it all away.

6 more days.

everyday i fall deeper and deeper into this mystery feeling. It tends to creep in without my knowing. It is something i can't get rid of even if i wanted to. Something i want to be there, just to scared to admit it is. I'm scared i'll lose it all, everything, lose it in seconds. Although, sometimes you just got to put your fears aside and let ( Read more... )

have you ever had a time when you think you finally foudnt hat special someone but hten you are so scared to loose them that you think you might be willing to let them go?

i had another down time
but im happy still
inside im smiling.
not just the outside.

why do i get jelous so easily?
am i scared to lose him?
or am i scared to look bad?

" I am a teenager. I am ignorant, illiterate and irresponsible. I lie, cheat, steal and hate for no apparent reason. I am rude, inconsiderate and, to all appearances, completely lost. I have never known failure, loss or despair. I never talk to my parents about my life, and would never suffer being seen with them in public. I don't know the value ( Read more... )

"You keep it a secret. Keep it tucked way inside you, nestling in the rotting pieces of your heart. Just keep running. Go on. Run. Faster. Faster. That's it. Don't worry, your legs aren't tired. Just keep running ( Read more... )