ugh...

[freekaccident]

i miss jonathan.i havent seen him in 2 weeks i guess that doesnt really seem that long but it really is. i have been crying for the past 30 minutes. hes just so far away, why cant he be closer, have a way to get here, something.. i love him so much i just wish i could be with him and hold him whenever i want. i see all those damn couples at school

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[lips_lie_silent]

im sorry mary. i know exactly what you are talking about. im sitting in that boat right now. im so far away from everyone i love, and there is nothing i can do about it. im left in the dark...

[freekaccident]

it is just the worst feeling in the world know that the person you love so much, she is my best friend and she is moving like what 10 states away...

today at sixflags sara got me to ride the bungee swing thing and everyone pulled me on acrophobia so when you come back, i will make you come back, we are gonna go and i am gonna do both with you
i really do miss you
i know we didnt know each other that well but i miss you being here

[lips_lie_silent]

oh i know. imagine being that far away from jon. then imagine that pain intensifyed by 10 when you think,even just for a second that while you are that far away, he doesnt miss you at all...

i really am sorry that you have to see your best friend move away. seeing a how i have been that best friend that has moved away several times, just always be her best friend. always try to be a part of her life. i mean even if its just through AIM. thats how im still friends with all my friends in other states.

THATS SOOO AWESOME! did you like it? i told you it was awesome! you and everyone else. haha. i will totally come back and go on it with you!

i miss you too! i miss everyone. i miss him. but you knew that..

[freekaccident]

yea how is that going have you talked to him yet?
i really do hope it works out...

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heyy i said i'd show you Van Shock:

[freekaccident]

whoo my god yes he is beautiful
i am at school so when i tried to look the pic wouldnt come up so i had to google it and it took me forever to find it cuzi had a space in the name but i finally did and...yea :D
he is mos def(haha) sexy

[_guillotine__]

yeah, i posted this comment while i was at school,
so the picture showed up just as a little box with an X.
i wasn't sure if it worked or not.

yes. i love him. and he has the coolest hair ever.