well nothing too exciting has happened lately, thats why i haven't written.testing was pretty easy and i acturelly kinda had fun in my testing class.it's surprising how much i got to see des thought. but i am glad for that.went downtown yesterday with fatima and aldwin.had fun.never really to hang with them too much. went down town again at night ( Read more... )

well had some fun today.went to school, left round 9:30, had a dentist appointment.came back to school and went to "d" lunch cuz i didn't feel like going to red for only like thirty min.met up with des and rode to the red for 4th.after school went to des's house and had a good time.no not like that.but i did like spending time with her.but after i ( Read more... )

had fun on saturday. spent the night with des. attempted to watch texas chainsaw masscre and 8mile.went home round 1:30.went to mall sun morning then to work.today had another appointment.got another pill.now 5 a day.NICE.and i only took one today.should probably go take one of the others right now.hoping to go to the softball game tom.pretty sure ( Read more... )

well today was a half-day. went by really fast.that was nice.but of coarse, like always, had plans that didn't come through.oh well i guess.can't really do anything about that can i? oh well, its all good.can't wait until summer.i want to just be able to sleep late, stay up late, do WHATEVER i want.i think i am really gonna like living with my dad. ( Read more... )

had a good...well an ok day today.i am at home,just getting off of work and eating some good chinese food.Mmmm.well anyway, had a few arguements today, so not cool.things are all ok now but hopefully won't be like that again any time soon.hopefully have some fun on thur.but anyway i think imma go to sleep soon so all for now.bye bye.FIN

well today i woke up at about 7 cuz i had to go to a doctor's appointment.i had went to bed like 2 hours earlier.thanks des..lol.jk.well i went and we pretty much find out whats wrong but not completely sure yet.know by mon.i got home and went back to sleep till about 1 then was up till 2 and went back to sleep till 3:30.i was on the phone for ( Read more... )

wow i am crying and i don't know why.i can't remember the last time i cried for no reason.i'm sure there is one and i don't want to admit it but damn i just hate everything so much right now.i am so scared about om. and i only wanted one thing but thats not happening.and now i just feel like imma fall apart when they do tell me whats wrong.and i ( Read more... )

tell me why this girl wants to get an attitude for no reason.OMG she has no idea how...ugh...how worried she can get me.then she wants to put me off and make me wait to see whats wrong.its like i cruel game or something.i doubt she does it on perpose or anything, she is fustrated with me by now i guess.i don't know what i do or how i do it,i just ( Read more... )

tell me why all i did was work today.went in at 9:45am and got off at 9:10pm.everybody there thought i was on drugs cuz off my arms.they thought i like oded and that's why i was in the hospital.i was like"nice to know how you think of me!"but its all good.now i am talkin to des...well sorta talkin(not really at all)she don't know how to pay ( Read more... )

man i really hate being sick.cuz then i havet o miss school and be at home in bed.i so freakin wished i would never get sick like this again.having to go through it two summers ago was anough.now i am getting the same crap as then.but hopefully this time i won't have to deal with it as long.i am hoping they will find out he whole problem this time ( Read more... )