ok once again its been awhile.but yeah anyway..man i am an idiot..i read my last entry. i have the wierdest reaons to doing things..imma loser..but yeah anyway. life is ok right now...i am tryin to focus on grades right now..tryin to get the GPA up...89 is so not even cool..but yea its goin good.i can't believe the year is almost over..so quickly ( Read more... )

wow haven't been in here in a long time.well i guess i am just real bored at school.i remember doin this in like 9th grade.but yeah everything is ok as of now i guess.alot of things have changed and tryin to be happy is a full-time job.i used to love comin to school cuz i had the best people to see in the whole wide world but now...nothing really ( Read more... )

like alwaya it taked me forever to write in here.but when i do....its always something thats really botherin me or somthing real important.today its both. well idk what to do.like i know i am over it....but i feel like it shouldn't be the end of it.i hate to think i am gonna live in regret but damn theres nothing i can do about it.idk i just feel ( Read more... )

wow its been foreva since i have posted in here. myspace got me. well i had a rough night. but i am all good now.i just don't know what to do anymore. but i have something to say ( Read more... )

well i am at desi's house right now but she is doing her homework so i am kinda bored.but anyway i have been here for awhile.i honestly like hanging out with her.i love that about us.maybe i am alone on that one...hope not.but yeah, on friday i went to eat with des, her mom, and her dad.then went to her house to watch some dumb movie.on sat i ( Read more... )

i am kinda in the sky with my thinking right now.i am really happy where i am right now, but i don't know if i should let myself be happy and forget about all the bad stuff in my life.i really wish i could talk to one person about it, because they are the one that makes me happy, but for some reason i don't think i would be able to hold a deep ( Read more... )

had a good day today. got up around 12 got ready, cashed my check and went shopping.i got des's mom some stuff for her birthday and got my mom some stuff for mother's day.after that me, my mom,and my aunt went to eat at buffalo wild wings. it was pretty good but really loud. then i went to drop off des's moms gift.then i went home to change and des ( Read more... )

well i had a really good day. i went to school round 8 am.had a pretty good day at school...even though i was crushed since i didn't get to see my girl after school.but it's ok cuz i had alot of fun with her, her mom, her dad, and her brother when we went to eat.i really did enjoy spending time with her and her family is fun to hang out with.tom. i ( Read more... )

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ok i am kinda mad now since des said i made her feel like crap by putting nothing really exciting happened.that's bull-shit.anytime i get to hang out with her i ave so much fun and i guess she just has no idea how much i LOVE hanging out with her and how much it does hurt when i don't.i guess she just doesn't know how much i care about her.wow it ( Read more... )