OMG this is so not me..............WHY DO I CARE?usually its just get back to life, just like beingover by the rest and move on.i need to stop thinking about ... her.its really not good for me.not intended to hurt anyone with this....i just feel like crap right now

yeah well all through yesterday, not once did the right time come up to tell her happpy anniversery......i should have taken that as a sign.but anyway, today at school went by really fast.i was watching a movie and could not stop laughing.but sure enough after the bell rang i walked out the doors of the a-building and my friend pricilla came up, ( Read more... )

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yeah i guess i can understand "shit happens" but you never expect it could happen to something that you THOUGHT was going so well. now i guess i just feel like it was all an act because when something like this can happen and they can act so cool, or act like they don't care what your decision might be.......makes you feel like shit.at least act ( Read more... )

wow craziness.well last night pretty much sucked.i thought cowboys would have been at least a little more fun but it turned out to be a disaster. i didn't dance all night but to top it off i got some really sucky news.now i don't really think she wants to be with me anymore.but that sux even more considerring that afte what she did, i still want to ( Read more... )

well today was an easy day. woke up at about 8:30, went to go get a shot, went to eat wit my sis and danny, then went to school to spend lunch with des.i only had to got o one class so nothing was too difficult.cept putting up with des of coarse.jk.but yeah i went home and then to lunch with Kevin.went into work and got home to spend about 20 min. ( Read more... )

well yeah my v-day was better then i thought it would be.even if i did just see her a little after school.....i loved it.today i stayed after school with her then went to a soft-ball game w/ her and went to eat McDonalds. OMG spending time with her can change my mood like no other.i really did like being around her and i like how we are towards ( Read more... )

well all is not well in ericaville. i don't know but the whole not being able to spend time togather is getting irritating. but nothing can be done to help it, and i am sure if there was anything, then it would be happening. but i can deal so i guess its ok.haven't been here in awhile and some things have happened.well first off i am still left a ( Read more... )

well omg saturday night was so UNFAIR.i am not totally upset about it or anything, i guess it just would have been...fun...i guess.i don't really know how to say it to where it doesn't sound like i am looking at it as just something to do. but anyway this is how it all went down...or not went down...haha...anyway ( Read more... )

yeah today was one of those days when you walk around wishing you didn't have to be where you were and hoped it would come to an end very soon.i didn't feel like that the whole time but there where moments when i couldn't even think straight because of how annoyed i was becasue of what i would have rather been doing.at work i kept busy but doing ( Read more... )