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I dont know... Life I guess.
Its been a couple of years since ive last posted here. I tend to check back... its kinda like a reminder of my past love and feelings... i was reading all my past posts... damn i was crazy for him wasnt I. Its crazy to think now we are have a son. Ethen Alexander McGrant! due august 31st....I'm still scared that im not going to be ready, that i ( Read more... ) -
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update
I'm here- yet gone again ( Read more... ) -
Ny Trip
I'm at a loss right now... I had a really great relationship with someone- and things happened he got back together with his x... and now I'm at a loss... I don't know how to feel. It was fine for awhile because things hadn't changed... I WANT him to like ME-again. not the bitch he's with. Why can't he see I care about him- and treat him better ( Read more... ) -
updates
got new job ( Read more... ) -
happiness?
Finding joy again... little by little- least dependent on persons. Joy :o) I if I don't write again b4- then, Merry Christmas ! I Love You all... you make my life the light you live in.
Megan -
kill me... let me die alone now- save the pain
I'm am in a battle lost... standing on the grounds of a smouldering ash heap. nothing won, everything lost... This is my life- in an attempt at optimism... maybe it will rise like the pheonix !? then again I know it wont. Please someone take me away from here- let me die... let me burn in the passion my heart wells with- I have no one to give it to ( Read more... )
