still in love ( Read more... )

i believe ( Read more... )

they are saying that ohio is this years floridia. i want everyone to make a pact with me right now. after november 2nd we all run around screaming about chad's. better yet, let's really rock the vote and throw them off. let's make this election the first that ohio goes to the independent candidate. friends don't let friends vote bush/kerry. ( Read more... )

i don't know why i care. i really don't. it's stupid. he's a fuck. we all know he's a fuck. and yet, there were times, this summer, where i really believe i could love him. and that he loved me. and he held me. i mean, there were nights when we would sleep together and sex wasn't even attempted because he could tell i just needed to be held ( Read more... )

there are no words to describe how awesome he is. but, since it is 2 a.m. and i am on here to write about him i shall try to put it into words ( Read more... )

i got through senior year, all of high school really, by running to her room every time i needed to cry. every time chandler hurt me, you can be sure metz knew. i cried for other reasons too. obviously, but at this moment i'm writing about him hurting me. again. we spent almost two years together. i lost a lot because of him. my son. my ( Read more... )

we will all be together again. . .
i love how things are working out. feburaury. only six months away. six months until we are completed again. i'm beyond excited. i love you.

"how the hell we'd wind up like this ( Read more... )

i just sat at steak and shake for like 3 hours with john. odd person for me to turn to, i know, but it was so cool. he made me think about a lot of things that i haven't in a while. which is what i look for in my friends. i don't care if we share beliefs, as long as you make me think. and while talking to him didn't fix everything (didn't ( Read more... )

if i got a chance to talk to manson i wouldn't ask him why. not only is it the obvious question, it's an obvious answer. like all misunderstood revolutionaries manson just wanted a change. he wanted the upper class to know they were better just because they said they were. and he wanted to purify his country by ridding it of blacks. (not that ( Read more... )