I wonder, if one of these days I just off myself, exactly who my mother would have to bitch too. who my mom would literally drive up the fucking wall. If I ever do off myself, she will be the reason, I don't think that she could ever live that down. I am sick and tired of her putting my life through living hell, I am almost seriously done with ( Read more... )

I can't wait until the full moon on saturday, which it will be the night of Friday to Saturday then Saturday to Sunday, but the fact that it is really close, this one is the better of them so far. I am excited.

I am better than I was, I am not entirely one hundred percent, but better then i was. I will be much better once everything else gets figured out.

I am about to lose the last bit of control that i have right now. I am at the end of my ropes and I seriously feel like saying fuck it to everything right now. fuck school, fuck friends, fuck guys, fuck life in general. The place where my wolf and all of my other relatives lay right now seems a lot better then where I am at. I am seriously ( Read more... )

just recently i have gotten into touch with my ex and I have forgave him for the shit that happened a year ago. I told him that when i graduate that he was dead to me from that point on, i have now brung him back to life, so in some way he wasn't dead he was just in a coma which isn't no better, but he recovered. Well, we talked for two hours on ( Read more... )

sorry it has been soo long,
by the way what ssyrin ment by a buncha personal stuff came up is that he fucking dumped my ass.

yeah. The days of happiness and joy at home are almost over at least with my father. Well, at least he has is truck done so now he can work on mine.

I didn't get to see my boyfriend yesterday because of him having homework, but that is okay I will see him on friday and at least I get to talk to him and hopefully he will do good on his speech. and I hope that he won't be too tired when I talk to him tonight.

ahhh I feel so relaxed and refreshed, and I am not going to tell you why, but I am a lot happier now. I am ready for summer courses for college. All I have to do is wait until April 8, 2005. My dad is going to pitch in 110.oo dollars so I can put his truck in my name and is going to get the rest from my grandma until he gets my truck fixed. And ( Read more... )

I am happy aside from my truck being broke.
I got all my homework done and now I am on my way to educational success, along with financial. This paycheck is going all to bills, and whatever is left I am putting away to buy some birthday presents for the 14th which I don't know what that will be yet. Well, I will figure it out.