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I just found out there's no such thing as the real world.
My life has changed so fast. Just last year I was struggling to keep my thoughts lined up write out a few lyrics and try and help keep Sis sane. Konata was just the friend I refused to let go as I didn't have many of them I know Sis always asummed more was going on she was always smarter then I am. In some things anyway ( Read more... ) -
I Will keep calling you to see if your sleeping.
Wow... I can't beleive I'm a father. Don't care what the result of the DNA test says when it comes. That's my baby. my beautiful baby girl ( Read more... ) -
How do these things happen!
All of my friends have moved. All of them but Sora...I cant even look into Sis or Nike. Things are hectic there...
Why did I come back
I'll just work on my music while Kona and her friends have fun planning for the baby... I wonder what name they will pick...
No inspiration...and the anniversary is coming up...
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To Japan I go.
I'm sorry sis I cant stay, thats my baby. I gotta go. Were gonna elope before the flight so thats it. This is goodbye.
Sorry guys, This place was just breaking me. I'm getting the Les Paul you can sell everything else, Integral. -
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Okay, I shouldnt haev made that last post so lets forget that ever happened. I took some time to think about this and I decided to put how I feel into song form. So here goes.
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Its not like you to turn away from all the bullshit life can take.
INTEGRAL HELLSING! Fucking goddamn bullshit!
THIS CITY IS A GODDAMN SOAP OPERA! I SHOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT HOME!! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MAN!
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Always the feeling returns.
....I feel homesick, but do I even have a home anymore?
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I see an image of the future that we don't have.
You can get mad at me, I wont bother you about it again. I have tried hard to keep us together, my new family. It will never happen the mirrors cracked we are shattering. I will be like I was before, the one forgottena dn tossd aside. I an ahndle this I wont break so easy this time. BuBefore I bwo out of this show let me go on and speak a few ( Read more... ) -
Me and my girl, we got this relationship.
Summertime, the livin's easy~ BULLSHIT!
Moving right along! last night was great man, I really felt like I was flying nothing touches that feeling like soreing through the air at neck breaking speed. I dont know how I could stand life before Sora opened me to the world fo Air Trek, and all I gotta do is 'tune' his AT and I get to keep learning this ( Read more... ) -
i love her adn she loves him and he loves sombody else, so amusing.
Sis...Don't use me as a scapegoat. This is just what I wanted to avoid, let my misery rain down to save the loss of the emotion you get from him and me from her. So what if they found better things, thats why its called the blues ( Read more... )