it's been 2 days over two months since i've last written. i gave up on livejournal, that's a joke, i always think about it when i'm bored in the middle of the night and think people are still reading this ( Read more... )

dear diary.
sweet sweet livejournal diary
before i let you go,
i wanted to let you in on a little secret,
that's been killing me for weeks.

i hate myself.
i hate being a lesbian
in this city.
i hate it.
and i can't imagine wanting a sex change
what good would that do?
a girl turned into a boy, is much more discriminated than a lesbian.
isn't it?

i just hate it.
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thank you.

no, really. thanks.

for making me look like the god damn fool and you're
coming out on top
but wasn't that how it always was anyways?

i hope you're happy.

you think i'll let you down
well i won't.

i wish
i could sleep with you
in my arms
in my new apartment.

i move in on the 7th.
i'm back to ohio on the first. depending how long it takes me to drive.

i miss work.
i miss burger king every day.

georgia is hot.
goodnight.

goodbye