It is highly unlikely my jury trial will start and will have to be rescheduled. This is good news. No, this is bad news....no, this *is* good news.....NO! this is bad news. Aw hell. It's just typical for this fucked up system they have the audacity to call justice!

i just have to bitch about something else ( Read more... )

ok. so we *all* had pretty shitty childhoods. I mean, most of us weren't victims of ritual torture...but most of us had parents who were in crappy relationships and/or who raised us with too many/too few expectations and who put their own needs before that of their children...etc. etc. etc ( Read more... )

stress is making it *impossible* to get rid of my flu/cold completely. the only saving grace is it will be substantially alleviated once my jury trial starts oct. 2. nothing like self-righteous arguments on a Charter motion to gear me up for the fight - if the motion itself doesn't win. but there's always some new paper to file or letter to ( Read more... )

ok. i thougth i was tired a few weeks ago. well ( Read more... )

for the first 3 months he was born i wasn't tired at all. i got up at night with him but since he slept so much, we all just in until noon. the short wakeups to feed him really were no big deal in the context of sleeping in every day ( Read more... )

with a little luck and alot of work i may just get me a cottage for the family to for all of next season. i have a line on something tiny but cute and close. and i've emailed a few others just for shits and giggles to compare prices. at the end of the month i hope we'll be making a road trip to see a few and decide. and hopefully by then i'll ( Read more... )

every day i look at my life ( Read more... )

Things i have learned since my recovery ( Read more... )

i got to visit a friend and her brand new baby a few days ago. and *wow*, is he ever a newborn. i truly didn't realize how much evan has grown until i saw this lil' guy. And i realized how much hasn't been documented about my evan's first months. stuff i thought would last forever has already become part of his and our history. His first smile ( Read more... )