summertime....how can i describe it so far ( Read more... )

feelin like i could sprout wings and SOAR! i feel like i get crazier every day. am i fated to be the crazy cat lady? sometimes i really see that becoming a reality. then again things could go a totally different way ( Read more... )

i feel like shit all over again

i feel like a part of me is missing

i just want it back.

i dont know what im looking for anymore. i just feel so useless. why cant i have my cake and eat it too...

i had a very strange dream, i havent had one like this in a long time. for any of you lost fans, (i dont think theres many of you on my friends list) it looked and felt exactly like a LOST hallucination/dream of one of the castaways. very eerie, left much to the mind ( Read more... )

winter always seems to bring me down. how can weather make such a difference sometimes?

Well the semester is over and im somewhat relieved, but pretty irked about my grades. I got a C+ in journalism. wtf. And I got a C on my big paper for that class... i was pretty upset. My professor told me once that I was one of the only ones in the class who actually knew how to write... but it's always grammar. And the way i structure my ( Read more... )

facebook told me that the number one book in rochester is the bible. how come i didnt know this ( Read more... )

its been some time since i posted so i thought i would. i should be working on a presentation thats due today that i havent started yet, but shit happens ( Read more... )

last night really sucked... i drove all the way to syracuse to see john brown's body, who are pretty much one of the only bands i would drive a far distance to see, and it got cancelled. didnt find out until i got there either...GREAT! on top of that, the weather was absolutely horrible driving there, i almost fuckin hydroplaned and shit. and then ( Read more... )

thinking a lot about how i wont be in scottsville next summer. interesting. which means i need to find a second job to save up for rent and whatnot.... my fucking boss gives me two days a week now, so ive been looking around. the two places i applied are hiring nights and weekends so i better get hired ( Read more... )