so life has been interesting lately. my best friend got into a major car accident, and has a fractured skull and broken leg. it kills me to see her like that. when i first heard about it i thought someone was playing a bad joke on me, its just a difficult concept to grasp. you know these things can happen, but you don't think it can happen to you ( Read more... )

my life is really annoying me right now. i love the pup, and i know he feels the same way about me, but sometimes i really just want to throw a brick at his forehead. he makes promises, and then doesn't follow through with them. he's coming home this thursday for thanksgiving, and staying until sunday. but i'll only see him for two days. nothing ( Read more... )

tonight was the most awkward situation of my life. just opening myself up so much that i actually broke down and cried. ugh, i HATE doing that. espeially infront of someone i care about. just being there so vulnerable like that, you feel so naked, so weak ( Read more... )

so today was the first day of college classes. its so much better than high school. i have all afternoon classes, so i have all of the morning to sleep in, and all night to hang out with people. it's pretty good.

i can even go surfing in the mornnig, and then go to class in the afternoon =]

things with kett and i are going really well. i love spending time with him. he is amazing <3

ahh.. i feel like i'm knee deep in cement. ah crap.

anyway, i graduated high school. people were crying and stuff, and i didn't see it as a big deal. it's done and over with. let's move on. prom was amazing. i danced alot. and yes, i do know alot is two words, but i don't care ( Read more... )

wooooooooahh, hello life, you're just like a shooting star, aren't you ( Read more... )

my parents are such fucking assholes. when ever my mom talks to me, she yells at me. and when i tell her to stop it, she says "i'm not yelling, i'm just talking loudly ( Read more... )

surfing this weekend was cute. it was a good time.
everything else just sort of made me realize
what i want to do in the future. and right now,
its very different from what i've been doing lately.

summer is almost here. i'll be working at cgm, finally =]. i've always wanted to be a lifeguard there, i pretty much grew up there. the lifegaurds taught me how to swim there. it's cute how i'm the teacher now.

it feels like its already here, school is just draging on.