usually by this time of the year i'm stoked for christmas.

i'm not. at all.

i think it's because there isn't any snow and it's like 70 degrees outside. it's spring?

does anyone want to hang out with me on thanksgiving, or am i doomed to be stuck at my house alone, working on my art history term paper?

so it's noon on friday... come home from peet's to get my computer to go work in the library at school. walk in the front door of my house and the foyer reeks of pot. i seriously fucking choked. just gives me more reason to despise diane. so here's my thought ( Read more... )

this week, i think, has sucked for almost everyone i know.. including myself.

i can't find my new explosion cd.

:(

i have my first college midterm tomorrow at nine thirty in the morning and i am freaking out. ashdfaasdfijlj. !!!!!

i want one of these for christmas :


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CONVERGE IS SOLD OUT?! BAHHHHHH. if anyone has or knows of someone that has a ticket they would like to sell me, please let me know! i saw them the first day of december in 2001 in colorado with american nightmare, and i had absolutely NO PROBLEM just showing up and getting in. i miss not having to buy tickets wayyyyy in advance! i want to just ( Read more... )

life is hard, right?
WRONGLIFEISEASYYOUSUCKKKKK!!!

school is kicking my ass.

i don't like working in 3D. or maybe i don't like my instructor. she kind of looks like skeletor.

please cut my throat out. it hurts sooo bad. my ears are killing me, too. i have tons of homework to do tonight so i can see morrissey tomorrow, but all i want to do right now is sleep. and i have no one to take care of me. i drove to walgreens at around three in the morning, searching for some cough syrup and there were lots of scary ghetto people ( Read more... )

dear damian of the explosion,

please be my boyfriend. i'll do your laundry.

love, mandy.

so i should still be at school right now... until six actually. but i passed out during my visual dynamics class in the woodshop room. i was perfectly fine and suddenly i was hot and everything was blurry and dark, i couldn't stand up and i couldn't hear anything. apparently someone caught me from falling on the floor or into a saw. i remember ( Read more... )

dear california,

why are you killing me with this heat? i want to be here. .. . .


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