I feel like I've made a huge mistake. And in the same vein, I feel like my feelings and actions are completely justifiable.
I kinda just feel like shit.

Things have improved since my last, overly emotional post ( Read more... )

Over.
I lost him

i don't even know anymore.

I can't feel anything.

oh. hai, Livejournal ( Read more... )

I'm kinda falling in love with Rudy and I'm 100% OK with that.

Rudy makes me happy. I'm in like with him.
And it sucks to miss him, but it feels good to have someone to miss. and something to look forward to when I go back to school (:

I'm just not datable, am I?

what the hell is wrong with me?

Best fucking weekend ever ( Read more... )

Music: Good. not playing PSO opera.  time to practice.  Lessons going well ( Read more... )

I just randomly skipped through my older liverjournal posts...like, from 2006 and 2007 when Kevin and I were just getting together and everything was lovey-dovey and perfect and high school was drama filled and marching band sucked and I was musically frustrated in a different way than i am now, and our lives were full of he-said-she-said bullshit ( Read more... )