i'm so tired. me and matt went to the mall and checked out some stores. then we hit up the smoothie place. we both got an anit-stress booster thing and it said you shouldn;t take the anti stress if urdriving but i took it anyways. so after we got the smoothies we hit up the bood store across the way and read some childrens books about poo and farts ( Read more... )

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

How many days in a year?
She woke up with hope
But she only found tears
And I can be so insincere
Makin' her promises never for real
As long as she stands there waiting
Wearing the holes in the soles of ( Read more... )

lets try this again. last night i went out with matt agian. we went to the playground which wasn't much of a playground but we made the best of it. looked at all the graffiti and what not. zane came into my work today with his new GF which pissed me off. flaunting her in front of me. then totally ignoring me and left without saying goodbye. jerk. ( Read more... )

i wanna fuckin barf. i feel horrible. sneezing, caughing... allergies suck. i got a headache. i had a dream a couple of nights ago that i was getting married but i didn't know to who and it freaked me out. not about the dream itself(although it was weird), but in the dream i was freaked out... then birds came and i woke up with my heart racing and ( Read more... )

hey i'm james and this is this weeks top stories ( Read more... )

last night matty picked me up and we went to the beach at like 12am. it was awsome. so peacful and relaxing. the waves where big and we got splashed a couple of times. on the way home he ran through a red light and didn;t even know it. but while we where at the beach we went on the swings. we caught up on whats been going on in our lives. hes got a ( Read more... )

i went to NY yesterday!!! just me and luke. about 3+ hours there 3 back...hit up timesquare, MTV, statue of liberty, comic book store, ground zero... i had my first times.. first time for: being out of new england. to NY. in a cab. on a big boat. to mtv. ground zero but most of those ties into first time in NY ( Read more... )

FUCKING NEW YORK HERE I COME!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!

i got my tongue pierced!! it didn;t hurt as much going in but after it got pretty sore. Luke dressed up today!! i only saw him for about 5 minuts... :( but he was cute. made me happy he dressed up but a little bumbed i didn't get to see him dressed up all day. but we're having another dress up day on tuesday. so i gotta buy another dress that makes ( Read more... )

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