i got a flippin' sweet phone! call me! 508 930 1569.... word to ya mutha!

i'm forgotten. he likes someone else. my world has ended

gosh. i haven't gotten any action in a while. i don't need sex or anything but i would like some effection... from some one who feels the same way and not the same way for just the time we're together. we had the playfulness but i knew he didn't really feel that way. he did at the time but...it wouldn't last long. it was so hard to push him away. ( Read more... )

i'm cold. very cold. i think i 'm dieing. besides that my washer leaks. i can;t wash clothes with out it leaking... good thing my room is up stairs huh!? lol. i feel like shit. i wanna throw up. i'm dizzy. cold. head ache. baaa. i had the weirdest conversation with people last night. alonzo ben and then some guy randomly IMs me whos 35. and then i' ( Read more... )

HAPPY DAY BEFORE VALENTINE'S DAY ♥♥♥♥♥

will you be my valentine?   Yes or No? <--(check one)

u make me wanna LaLa

so i got off the phone with zane and we're good now. we talked and maybe it is good that we go on a break. get our lives on track. figure out whats the deal. no kissing (which sux) but we can hold hands and say "I Care About You". i do care about him...very much. i hope id doesn't end up like last time.thats what i'm kinda scared of... having ( Read more... )

well now. i guess i'm going that ski trip... not too sure if i want to but already paid and i'll try and make the best out of it. me and zane need to talk. i miss him. i talked to dave the other day though. he said his GF at the time, which is now his EX, was jealous of me! i was like what? then i realized i how great i am and thought... who isn't ( Read more... )

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