tomorrow is my last day of school and... hmmm... lets see. i hate my summer plans, i hate my ex's right now. i LOVE getting betrayed. just LOVE IT! i dont have rides places. i think i failed chemistry... alex and i have been talking again.

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i'm so glad that i'm leaving in less than a month... yup, thats right. i'm running away from my problems and i couldnt be happier to get away from it all! FUCK OFF cuz i'm over it all... DAMNIT

i'd like to thank kate and ryan for a wonderful dip in the jacuzzi last night. i needed it SO much! and kate... thanks for... you know! :) I heart you both

goodbye

everything is falling apart. ever since i broke up with mike my life has gone in a downward spiral... i dont want anyones comments. this entry is for me. i'm just so tired of getting my heart broken. i broke up with him b/c i felt like he didnt care, and guess what? i was right. he didnt care. hes moved on... whatever. i'm just tired of it all.

i cant do this anymore. i cant deal with all this stress on myself and all this pain i'm causing other people. i dont care anymore. i just want to go away from it all............. i'm sorry if you think i'm a bitch, a whore, a fucked up person, but i'm being me and i hate you all for making me feel like i'm a horrible person. i hate you all for ( Read more... )

i love how as soon as i do something for me... and try to get out of all the drama in my life *cough* break up with mike *cough*, theres new drama to follow close behind. i this past weekend was a-mazing! seriously. i had a great time with paisley and kaitlyn. i LOVED meeting new people and parties area always good. and i met 2 people who i REALLY ( Read more... )

I miss you and you’re all that’s on my mind ( Read more... )

i'm happy... for a long time i could not honestly say that and now, i am! which is so refreshing. i LOVE my new friends. Paisley, thank you so much for making me go to that party on saturday. i love everyone so much ( Read more... )

mike and i broke up for good. i did it this time and you know what? i dont fucking care!!! he treated me like shit and the only time he was ever nice to me was when he was drunk or high. and he cheated on me i know for sure 3 times and maybe even more. whatever... i gotta go cuz my bro needs the computer but i'll write more later. FUCKIN ( Read more... )