life is based upon experiences and experiences in part are based on perception and no two people can have the same perception on life, live life for yourself and only yourself, you make the decisions that affect the outcome of your future and influence the present ( Read more... )

this is what people really think huh ( Read more... )

never forgot the time you made me feel alive
when death was on my mind
or when you held onto me
when the world let me fallbehind
you were love to me rather than just a word
a friend was all you were
and it changed my heart
stood next to me through the storm
felt the wounds and kept me warm
something i had never seen before
and i thank you

i've started school and today was the last day that i get new classes... i hate it already. i'm ready to drop out and fucking move on with my life. my moms pressuring me to go to a university and is talking about SATs and ACTs and grades and community service and a job and a car and... shows and raising money for school. i'm going nuts. tomorrow is ( Read more... )

i'm confused all the time... and things are just blah. i'm in a slump. this happens a lot though so i'm not too worried. i think i might need meds cuz i get the drastic ups and downs often. eh... oh well ( Read more... )

You need safety in your relationship ( Read more... )

this happens every summer... i just want to die. but this summer its worse b/c i think i messed up one of the only things that was worth living for. oh well... no more self pity! i'm done with that shit. i just wanted to be loved and i finally was and i go and fuck it up. i'm stupid and i hope that everyone realizes love when they have it... ( Read more... )

well friday night kat was here at my house and mark came over. we went to starbucks and the doughnut shop by my house and decided to go to garden grove cuz there are more people to hang out with there. we get there and go to get paisley and satcha. we all hung out at freds and met up with friends. then we went to see where a party was and kyle and ( Read more... )

failed chem... i know it

GOOD start of summer

3 TIMES?!?!?! UGH...

myspace is still cool

i love you... and him

MEH

its summer biotch!

DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Misunderstanding Maybe ( Read more... )