I just deleted about a 600 word rant that wasnt finished..Im not typin these problems out on the internet i dont want every stupid fuck with no time on his hands reading my shit so ill leave it at this............. Too my freinds you wont see me for awhile Im taking a break from life and everything in it(except work) for a week or two to take care ( Read more... )

After an extremely lame week Sunday was the shit...From almost intentionally hitting alan with my car..To playin pool...To doing "recon shit" with alan and kinda followin aaron around and watching him.....No that doesnt make us weird it means we were bored out of our skulls....But yeah its monday now...I have a headache..This week will suck major ( Read more... )

other than my momma's compliment this has been the most shitty week of my life...it started with me spending my whole paycheck($309.76) in a day and half...then not workin for a week cause of fucking rain and what not... then feelin alone so alone all ive done is lay on my bed listenin to music and not talkin to nobody...missin someone I shouldnt ( Read more... )

Yeah so why did god curse me with this sexy man body??? Its not cool...So me and alan are in the parking lot at alberstons waitin for aaron...I see this guy walkin through the parking lot with a brown bag...I say "Howdy....Why dont you give me whats in that bag" because it was alchohal...He says "oooh you look like you need a sip" at this point i ( Read more... )

Jesus christ im so bored....But a funny homeless black man gave me a hug tonight(gave us all hugs).......eh yeah but still bored I wish I had more of a life....Im sure I could have one if a gave more effort to having fun and more balls to talk to more ladies and become a wanderer ya know like fuck some broad down town then ( Read more... )

yeah so its been awhile and i feel like typin alot....So lets start :)... So Ive spent the last to saturdays in enid...with a realy cool chick....Oh before I go any further its gonna get semi personell so if you dont wanna read some emo shit scroll down fast like and dont read....Anyways I realy like her but as I layed there next to her with the ( Read more... )

.....CAUSE IM BORED OUTA MY MOTHER FUCKING MIND!!!!

Yeah so finally after all the time stressin over bullshit and going insane i feel calm...Maybe cause i caught myself yelling at my father and shuttin down everything he was sayin and provin it was wrong as we argued earlier...Maybe Its cause i finally got a ride again and just went and drove around for about an hour just listenin to the radio.... ( Read more... )

I think I probably should go to the doctor and get back on some medication....Im not right in the head...

so yeah im drunk again...Im realy sick of it but cant stop...I see my self in the future passed out next to the skirvin on on r.s. kerr with an empty bottle of cheap mouth wash fucked up and dyin but still smilin.....But its all hood so fuck it...but hey saturday was cool....There was a girl who "rocked my socks" and both pairs of underwaear(yes ( Read more... )