If you're reading this then surprisingly you still give a shit about this fucking livejournal account.

Anyways, how can I describe this year so far...hmmm...well basically the words "Told you so" to myself would describe the overall feeling in my stomach regarding this year.

I started this year off with a decent ass fever basically, and that kicked ( Read more... )

I don't really post here often at all so I decided to do one more for the year and see what's in store for me next year. Wonderful...

Basically since my last post, I've lost contact with some of the more important people of my life, gotten a job, gotten better at guitar, came up with a basic base where my art will flow called "Side Effect", sort of ( Read more... )

I have alot of difficult things to go through for a long while. I've hurt someone who was more important to me than all other things behind my desires to be more than who I used to be. She changed who I was for the better, and sometimes for the worst. Do I regret anything that happened? Not at all. I love her to death and always will...maybe now ( Read more... )

Alot has definately changed since my last update...I would hope it has atleast considering that was two and a half months ago.

Let's see. I've definately changed drastically since then, and alot of everything has changed around me. I'm doing alot more in school that I'm proud of. Soon I'm hopefully going to be a lab attendant at school part time ( Read more... )

For the first time in awhile, I'm in the mood to complain in this journal. This may or may not be a doozy...I haven't decided yet...Here we go.

I never took the time to take advantage of life and all the worth as a child, teenager, etc. I bullshitted my way through alot of things and dealt with alot of BS that I prayed constantly that I wouldn't ( Read more... )

It's been quite awhile since my last update. Alot has happened with me mentally, physically, and emotionally. Basically right now I'm in a shitty ass state of mind. Probably the worst I've ever felt without completely breaking. Especially now I'm going through one of the biggest trials of my crossover from teen to adult life. Atleast that's how I ( Read more... )

If I thought for one bit at all before that things were super stupid(which I did), then I spoke too soon. I am finding myself closer to the crossroads of my entire life. I'm going to come to a point where I'll be going out of my way to either make it bigger than PA, or situate myself in a surviving state of content just to keep the other things I ( Read more... )

    This week has hit me as one of those heartbreaking events that others say can only ''make me stronger''. If you don't know already then you should know(if you give two shits) that me and Nicole have finally broken up. It was a great run and shot at things, but I guess not everything lasts forever.

I never know what to feel these days...I'm ( Read more... )

Hello great world. How have you been in the past few weeks? I've been better than I would have imagined back on January 2nd.

Life seems to have it's ups and downs in a weird way this year. Last year it was just hands down shitty with afew good things on the side. This year it's more like everything has been said and done, and now 2007 is saying ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday 2007...don't let me down.

Well...I guess we're not all perfect.

I'm currently jobless, my girlfriend is leaving back to Arizona, my parents are shittier than lactaid, and I'm still sick and need a doctor, all without health insurrance. I'm not blamming 2007 on these things since I knew this stuff would carry into the new year. I blame ( Read more... )