Since the last time I have written nothing more has happened with the Anthony situation. On friday I went out with my friends, we went to eat and watch a movie, it was a fun night out, nothing really special. While I was in the car drivingn to del Rio i saw the way my friend was with her bf, I started to feel a little bad cuz they are so in love. ( Read more... )

Well today Anthony attempted to talk to me. He waited for me after first period, and said he was sorry for everything. We were still talking when his teacher came and interupted and took him away. After that I was expecting him to at least talk to me some more, you try a little harder then one freakin sorry, but no he completely ignored me the rest ( Read more... )

Ugh so today was such a lonesome day, i felt like the donkey from Shrek, you know when sings Im all alone. but yeah that's the way I felt, I felt so fake inside with a smile on my face. Let's see how my day started Anthony didn't meet me at all in the morning (not that I expected him too) I guess I would have felt better if he at least TRIED to ( Read more... )

As if ditching me and deliberetly humilating me wasnt bad enough,i go to the store with my stepmom and as we pass by the school i see his car at the game. ugh i wanted to call him and yell my lungs out, but instead i did pilates, very relaxing. when i saw his car it made me 100 more pissed, it was like i was stupid idiot that he could just drop off ( Read more... )

Never in my life have I felt so degraded and humilated. Anthony picked me at my house so we could go to the basketball. The first thing he said to me was "why are you wearing that shirt, don't you have another one." While we were at the game he started critizing me for standing up straight. He wanted to have his arm around me. I told him no because ( Read more... )

Today has been one of those thinking kind of days, I have been dazed and confused all day. ha ha like the movie. I was walking through the hallway just taking a good look at where I really am. It's crazy how I moved from El Paso. I just figured I would always stay there and go to school. Things here at school are getting better, more people seem to ( Read more... )

Well I am just sitting here pretty bored so I figured I would let you guys into a little peek of the real me, so here goes nothing ( Read more... )

I am extremely aggrivated right now! I went to the restroom to you know go pee, when i am almost through two of my sisters come in, once they see me you would expect them to leave, but no they stay right in front of me. As if that wasn't bad enough when i am cleaning myself they stare right at my stuff. It was sooo embarassing and irrating i yelled ( Read more... )

So yeah I just hung up the phone with my sister and she told me that she talked to Ivan,afterall they are co-workers. But anyways he told her that we talked but that he never wants to speak to me again. I don't care that he doesn't want to talk to me again. He started telling her about this girl Melissa that he took to prom last year and she was ( Read more... )

I offically name this the best day! Today was just great. Let's see I woke in a good mood, I came to school and I knew what were studying in ALL my classes, on the way to eat lunch me and Anthony were listening to the cure. So yeah nothing that great happened but it was just an overall good day, and although Anthony was a little grumpy (what's new ( Read more... )