These past two days while I was on the bus (yes i am very cool) i was asked if i could describe myself in one word what would it be? I wasn't able to answer that question, the truth is i don't know who i am, or who i want to be. For so long i was living in the shadow of my sister, constantly being compared to her. Although she is a wonderul person ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to my studly friend Adams' house, yes ladies he is single. hee. It was fun we played volleyball and had a cookout. I ate applepie with icecream on it, it was very scrumchise. Yesterday I heard from a little birdy that Anthony tried to hook up with this girl. I wasn't too surprised that I heard it, it's sad to say but I kind of ( Read more... )

Yesterday I wasn't planning on doing anything because I didn't feel too good. I was just going to take a long hot shower and relax. Right when I was about to get in the shower Anthony showed up, so I had to take a fast shower. We played Pictionary with my family and then went riding on the go-kart. He almost killed me on the go-Kart. It was very ( Read more... )

Today Anthony was acting like a butthead. He didn't meet me in the usual morning spots, and when I asked him why he didn't he said no reason, he just didn't feel like it. We didn't eat lunch together because he said that he was going to eat lunch at his Grandma's and then i see him at the store with his friends. So yeah I don't like him much today ( Read more... )

So yeah today Anthony did the sweetest thing ever (like the movie), I called him while I was at my littles game and he said he had to let me go. Like ten minutes he shows up to the game. I thought it was the cutest thing, I don't know I guess its the small things that really count. he earned like 50 points, good job anthony!! Yeah that meant alot ( Read more... )

Let's see how my day went. Well so far it has been okay. In chemistry I got kind of angry today. There were these two girls talking about Anthony and his ex girlfriend. They were saying things like they looked cute together and they started talking about why they broke up. They know that we are together, I mean everyone knowd. I was like eerrr,I am ( Read more... )

So I miss all my friends back home like alot!! Things were much better today, I didn't have one sad moment. Eeeww I ate pudding and I feel like a cow, I am going to go throw it up now. jk but I do feel like a cow. I learned something new about cows I didn't know there were brown and black cows, I thought they were all white and black. very simpson ( Read more... )

Anthony read my entry and I asked him one last time if he liked her and he said no, so therefor I will no longer bring it up again. If he says he doesn't then I am going to give him the benefit of the doubt and believe him until I hear otherwise. He was pretty down about some situation, so if he reads this everything will be okay and if it helps I ( Read more... )

Eeeww so today was such a lonesome day. I felt like an outkast today or something, and I still have this stupid migraine. At lunch Anthony went like pyschotic, he had his road rage/ mad man moment. He scared me a bit. I have his ex-girlfriend for a class, and I guess she could see that I was sad because she kept asking me everything was okay. She ( Read more... )

Well if my day couldn't have gotten any freaken worse, I have the worst migraine ever. I am deep trouble, I have been using long distance on the house phone which they don't have, and they charge 30 cents a minute. I have used it everyday for an hour max. So yeah I am guessing when they get the bill they will be pretty pissed. And as for the lying ( Read more... )