I mean it's all supposed to be for my betterment, but I can't help but feel like I just might be giving up the best part of me.... I wish I had someone who knew me from way back when to weigh in...these days everyone is too busy to really care.

I'm more lost than I ever have been.

I still know how to get into this... maybe I'll use it again..

i met a midwstern boy recently. and hes so much like me its scary... but in that fun new and exciting way. lol well long story short.. he wound up on the bus headed home and hes gone missing. j.j.j. this is for you ( Read more... )

so about 5-6 months ago i had 2 heart attacks seizures and a medically induced coma.. i dont know what happened.. neither do the doctors .. but now they want to put in a pace maker. i dunno what to do.. blaaah

lol im thinking i dont even wanna bother with boys right now .. lol but thats ok.. lol cus im working out. lol gonna be a hot man slice soon. ;) tis already starting to be a reality.

who else still reads this ? (btw ty motzartsghost for being my most staunch reader)

its already been proven and it works 24-7 regardless of wind or lighting conditions. free energy anyone?

it ended horribly .. we wound up physically fighting .. no real winner .. tho he was the first to draw blood ( Read more... )

umm new updates ive have changes in jobs .. several .. worked for a surveying firm for a while .. i loved the work .. went and dated me an asian who i adored very much he just didnt seem like he was into it and broke it off as a result.. no explaination. dated me a catholic with daddy issues and wound up gettin bit .. so umm yeah single healing ( Read more... )

still I taste your lips ( Read more... )