i miss that i no longer make you smile. i hate that my lame jokes no longer make you laugh. i hate when we say we'll keep in touch but you have no intention of it. i hate how i dont see people id like to at all this summer. i ahte that everything always stays the same. i hate that we fight. i hate lossing friends over stupid shit. i hate that i ( Read more... )

alrighty so i havent updated in a while. so lets just say im not all downer 24/7. lately ive been super duper happy and i have the lovely amazing boyfriend.steve<3. he's amazing. Lets just say my life is back on track:)...kind of haha i still need to patch things up with one person and i think it will happen this weekedn hopefully. and so yeah ice ( Read more... )

LMFAO alright so i must say yusterday was eveyr eventful Blahaha! k so eric came over in the moring and we chilaxed and then we got subs and chocolate=D later on at about 2ish Jordan decided to come over and then we watched 40 year old virgin(clasic it will never get old) hah when that was done we went to the dollar store and jordan bought us all ( Read more... )

Hmm kay so yusterday satrted off really badly but i felt better near the end of the day:) and i realized i dont need skylar or a boyfriend to make me happy when i have friends who care about me and such and dont always bring me down. at the end of the day i wlaked home with sabrina and david and we went to THE TREEE!!!!:) mwhahaha haha k so the ( Read more... )

so yusterday i skipped 2nd with Graeme and we went to DQ!!!:O and then after school i finally hung out with the fatty's again<3 it was nice i missed that a lot im glad we did it again:) hah so as usal we baked something..CUPCAKES:):):):)...without iceing:( but they were delicious and we watched sleepy hollow good good good movie ( Read more... )

IM SORRY IM NOT FUCKEN BLONDE WITH PERFECT BIG BOOBS AND A PERFECT BODY AND I FUCKEN PRETTY LITTLE FACE im sorry i cant be that fo you you fucken jerk I HATE YOU! im fucken sorry i dont look like those pretty girls in the magzines your a fucken jerk i fucken hate you dont do this to me anymore

Werd...so last night me, eric, sabrina, rebecca, sarah, peter and alex threw Jordan a surprise party:P lmfao she was sooo clueless lmfao i lvoe your stupidity<3 later on her firend Jess came and it twas much fun, we played bop it;) listened to kewl tunes played this game, took weird pics and of course ate a lot it was soo fun, when all the boys ( Read more... )

Why is it that the things that are "best for you" are the things that sometimes hurt you the most...i just dont get anything anymore im so lost and confused...the last week ive felt like te worst person in the world and have hated myself and i still do i just cant help it...i feel that i keep hurting people...poeple i shouldnt be hurting because ( Read more... )

FRIDAY lmfao a day to remember...first exam was out so i met up with david and we chilled in the basement then sabrina showed up and me and her wlaked down to her hosue *which is a hike!!!*haha we made a feast when we got there it twas great then we bussed our lazy asses up to the school to meet up with everyone..then emily payed for our cab:P ( Read more... )

so i came to the conclsuion that we love and learn from it...its odd thougth cause yur first love should be perfect and teh only love yu experience..but instead its just a lesson that yu'll never foget...and its there to help you learn from your misatkeas so that the second love will infact be perfect hopeuflly..or at least better..but maybe never ( Read more... )