Yes, my titles are oh so creative I know. Oddly enough it is 2:30 on a Wednesday morning and I still cannot fall asleep. Just as I was drifting off I started to remember bits and pieces of last nights unconscious adventures and they weren't exactly fantastic. I don't necessarily think it was a nightmare, but then again I guess it could be. I really ( Read more... )

Ok, this is gonna sound totally and completely bonkers, but I must do something about it. Like many people, I fear death. Yea I know it's stupid...It's uncontrollable. At night though when I'm trying to fall asleep the thoughts of it will creep into my mind and then I sometimes feel as though I can't breathe. This isn't a new thing mind you, it's ( Read more... )

I hate English right now. This stupid comparison contrast paper has me all sorts of confused. I can't even string together 8 paragraphs so that it sounds like a semi-intelligent paper. It's nights like these that I wonder if I'm cut out for all of this. How am I going to survive college if I can't 15 credits and a job? I'm not even in the real ( Read more... )

Old habit die hard.

Dying my hair right now and boy is it itchy! It's the last time for a while that I'm doing this because my hair has been through hell this summer! lol. Had my open house yesterday! It was amazing! I am an incredibly lucky girl with a ton of people that love me! I do have to do thank you cards soon though. I'm so bad at those...lol. I got a whole ( Read more... )

Wow, only one week of vacation left! It's insane! I start college soon and I have so say, not that I have my books, I am super duper nervous ( Read more... )

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It's ranting time, that's the time!! So I went to my bank today to get some money out so me and Mel could rent a movie. I was supposed to be paid $130.00 for last weeks work schedule and I'm supposed to be paid every Monday. When I tried to take out $20.00 it told me I had insufficient funds. I also cannot access my online bank account. Needless to ( Read more... )

I've been so busy!! I just recently got a job as a cashier. So far my shifts have been afternoon shifts, which is awesome for sleeping in, but not so awesome for having a life. I've been adjusting very well to it though. So far after work I've been going to go see Zack for a couple hours. It all started on my second night and no one was home, I ( Read more... )

I can't believe I forgot my own grandma's birthday....after all that she's done for me. Her birthday is April 7th, It's safe to say I SSSSSUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!! God I've never hated myself more than at this moment. =(