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1st snow day for me since high school...I feel like I'm 12 or something. Wish I was at home so I'ld have something to do. Guess I'm not watching the kids tonight. All right so I'm lame and going back to being lazy.

So I've pretty much decided that this life is fucking pointless. Yes I'm sure this a shocking news flash that I'm am once again depressed as hell. Nothing I do is ever good enought, and I seem to fuck everything up some how. I don't have time for anything because all I ever do is sleep. I couldn't get out of bed if I wanted to...I'm somewhere I ( Read more... )

Dude I fucking hit a deer going back to school last night. I'm fucking pissed as hell because I was driving my sister's car. My mom is all pissed at me like it was my fault that I fucking hit the damn thing. Its like, "Yes mother I was out driving around and I saw a deer and I thought ohhh it might be fun to run into that beast going 55mph!!!" ( Read more... )

So Ray is a fucking asshole and I don't speak at him at all now. Well I do speak at him in a way...I call he doesn't pick up so I leave bitchy voicemails. Well more than I call and scream and cry into the voicemail. Its just really hard right now, because I'm have a lot of issues ( Read more... )

So I'm home for break. Well I've been home, I've just been really busy this week. A hell of a lot more busy than I'ld like to be for what is supposed to be a break. I've been staying at the apartment, but my mom finally got DSL...we've had slow '90s internet forever its about damn time she got something better, any way so I came down to check my ( Read more... )

I am so glad this week is finally over. I have finals next week and this week was harder than next will be. How fucking weird is that. I had so much stuff to do I didn't think I'ld ever get it done, but I stayed pretty chilled out. Its amazing what the medication I'm on does. I can finally think about important things, and stop worrying ( Read more... )

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Well stuff is...okay I guess. Ray and I are still broke up, but we are a lot better now. We went lunch last week, and we're going to do something on Saturday. Other than that my life is still better crazy right now, but I'm starting to not feel as shitty. Oh well I took my pill about 40 mintues ago and that shit makes me pass out so I'm going ( Read more... )

Stuff is...well it really isn't any better. I'm pretty sure some shit got worse. 1st I can't take my meds that they gave me while I was in the hospital because I'm allergic to it. So her I am all broke out in a rash, and out of my damn mind because now I'm not on pills to make all the crazy shit stop ( Read more... )