Well today didnt really go how I wanted it. I was just going to fast until my brother came but people told me not to, that it would just make me binge. I know how my body works, but I tried to take their advice. I was only going to eat once a day, and that would be at lunch because the food sucks so most of the time I dont eat much anyway, and my ( Read more... )

Well as usual, I never write in here ( Read more... )

Well, I havent written in here in awhile ( Read more... )

Well, Ive been MIA forever. Things have been so crazy ( Read more... )

I hate doing this to myself. I always do so well, but then I have one little slip up and can't stop. Its fucking sucks. Like I was doing so well since like Thursday. I only had one more day to go. But did I make it? NO! Of course not. Lifes not that good. I freaking binged like all day today because I was so mad at my boss for not paying me the ( Read more... )

..was a pretty good day. I continued my fast. This would have been day five, but since I binged on Wednesday, I'm just considering it day three. But go me. I think my scale is broken though. Because it's saying I lost like 10 pounds since Monday. That can't be right can it? I mean can someone really lose weight that quickly? It doesn't really feel ( Read more... )

I worked all day today (8:30am-6pm) and I got paid. So woohoo. That's cool. Um my fast is going okay I guess. Yesterday I didn't have anything but water, but today I kind of cheated and had friggin 2 Arizona Green Teas with Ginseng and Honey... damnit. They were like 210 cals each!! WTF is my problem. It's only liquid but still. And I haven't been ( Read more... )

I was doing SO well.. then I had to go to work yesterday and smell all the fruit and it just made me binge.. god it sucked. I totally let myself go. Now I've probably gained all the weight back that I lost. My scale is still saying I weigh the same, but I dont trust it. I'm not eating until Wednesday. I was going to do it for a week and now I've ( Read more... )

Hey to anyone who still reads this. I haven't updated in forever. I kind of fell off the wagon. It didn't feel good, believe me. I'm back though, and better than ever. I've been fasting since Monday.. so today would be Day Two. I just wanted to drink water but today I gave in and had a diet peach Snapple. So technically I cheated but just a little ( Read more... )

Well, the weekend went okay I guess. I was supposed to be on a liquid fast and everything was good until Sunday night when my stepsister insisted on going to dinner since we were out at the mall. So we went to Friendly's and I ordered a small chicken quesadia or however you spell it. So I ate like one of the little sections of it and that was it. ( Read more... )