So a bunch of liberating things happened since I last updated. I got my life back into order. I got control of everyhing that I'd been hoping to get control of. That gives me comfort. Having control. The only reason I was sad over my break up with Angel is because I had no control over the situation because I was not the one to break up with him. ( Read more... )

well it looks like I'm going to have to find something to do. I wish i could bring myself to become friends again with all the people I lost while I was with Angel. Yichao's message helped a lot and he's right, don't stop. I want to keep learning and keep growing until I am satisfied and then do it all over again. This is my time to shine. The ( Read more... )

I feel like sometimes my life is so insignificant I might as well not try. I get so sad just sitting a thinking. It's pathetic, therefore I'm pathetic. I am a pathological liar. An intense liar. I don't know why but I am.

I'm untrustworthy and that's my shining point

friends only. that means you need a livejournal. then you need to add me. then i add you back.