1) Bye. I'll miss you all very much.

2) This is my last entry. I'm quitting LJ. Fucking hate this thing.

Warning: This is lengthy. I apologize. Sometimes when I start writing I can't stop til all my thoughts are down. It probably doesn't help that it's 5 or 6 in the morning ( Read more... )

I don't know what to feel anymore. About anything. And this isn't even helping. I'm just up listening to music and dwelling on unsolvable problems. Everything seems made to deceive and taunt me. I'm going away in just under two weeks, and I'm feeling really apprehensive about it, for various reasons, some more prominent than others. I kind of ( Read more... )

I've had a pretty good time since I came home on Saturday. Smoked more weed than I ever would have thought possible. X-Men 3 was good. Things are weird, good, bad, everything. It's good to be home. I love my friends ( Read more... )

WAKING UP to a half-hour nosebleed.

The stupidity of LiveJournal has begun to dawn on me once again. It's getting ridiculous. I may slow down or even just stop the posting.

i can almost taste the golden rainbow deliciousness.

...but within these 4 days i still have 2 finals. i'm overworked and stressed out in every possible way, usually on drugs, and devoid of sleep. VIVA LA VIE BOHEME... BITCHES!

but i miss home, and i can't wait to see all the people i know and love.

counting the hours, and the sheep,

Half-hour nosebleeds. Especially when combined with linear algebra and biostatistical probability theory.

But Soulive makes everything better.

I've never been a big risk-taker. It doesn't come naturally to me. Fear and laziness always seem to have the upper edge. Because of this I constantly seem to find the things and people I love most slipping away from me. I always try to push myself as hard as I can, but rarely succeed. Yet these rare moments are when I feel the most alive. I ( Read more... )

Have you ever waited for something for a long time, only to find that what was long to you passed in the blink of an eye for someone else? Or perhaps you knew this as the time passed, that it was barely passing at all for someone else. This year has gone by so quickly, but the past few days have been an eternity. It's so... odd. Perplexing. ( Read more... )

Things would be a lot easier if people just didn't have feelings. Like in Equilibrium. Or Harrison Bergeron. Or Fahrenheit 451. Or I could go on listing sci-fi works in the subgenre of anti-censorship for hours, but what's the point ( Read more... )