Worked 5-10 and had to close by myself tonight. My muscles ache. I came home and {he} was on the phone, so I went about my business. I proceeded to the living room and tried to fall asleep and failed miserably. {He} came in and said some things, then said, "Oh yea. Thanks for that note you left on my car the other day. I read it that morning ( Read more... )

Last night was interesting. I decided to stay at the house because I just wanted to be around Kelly. Anywho, I came in after wrestling practice and started on my homework, but just kind of tossed that aside after bout twenty minutes. Then Kelly and I were just talking about our days and stuff and shes like, "Yea, {he} might be staying over. I'm ( Read more... )

So I'm going to strangle Eric. I tried calling about 50,000 times, but no one picked up, then it was busy forever, then my sister got on the phone, but he didn't try to call either. *grumble* I hate it when guys do that! I also have to stay up pretty late doing homework, and I was kind of hoping I could be in bed by 10. >.Kelly gets Josh's car ( Read more... )

Just got home from Debs. She said she thought it was appropriate for me to give the letter to him, but said there are a few things I should leave out for now. She said I just need to be careful and guard my heart in this situation. I think I will take her advice though.

So the Nazarene Song is super. Not that any of YOU know it. I feel good. o.O

Church was nice. The Creation Station team gave me a card and rose and all really showed how much they are worrying about me all through this stuff with dad and kelly and all. Ben Moore gave me an Iowa Hi-Lite Video from NYC...it's awesome. Some of you will get to see some new pics from July, mwahaha. Most of the pics of me are of me sleeping on ( Read more... )

So Kelly just made me feel worthless, again. Since dad is leaving in the morning, she asked how she was getting to work, and dad was like "Well why cant Kim take you?" Because I get the truck while he is gone, and she flipped. She was yelling and saying, "Gee, Im glad Im the oldest and can have my own mode of transportation..." And blahblahblah ( Read more... )

I feel so intimidated now. I wrote the letter, but then Kelly came home and for some reason I felt suddenly very stupid about wanting to write him that letter. She makes me feel so...so inferior. I don't understand why. She just made me feel like I have no idea what I'm doing and need to just move on with life. I don't want to though. Not so ( Read more... )

My head hurts...again. I came home early from school today...I told dad it was because my head hurt so bad, but it was just because I just needed sleep. So I came home and slept for three hours. I feel better, at least. Grandma made salmon patties, but she forgot to take out the little bone things...gross ( Read more... )

Is something ever so right, it's wrong? Is something ever so wonderful, it hurts? Is something so glorious, wicked ( Read more... )

Skipped school to spend the day at dads work. It was...very nice. One troop, Dustin Day, was in the orderly room (where my dad works) to help dad with some stuff, and he was hilarious. Him and I were trippin...not off pot mind you o.O Ted Meyer, who is the First SGT, is doing a great job holding his job. I saw Josh, that was nice. Saw Joe, we ( Read more... )