UPDATE ( Read more... )

 the past couple of days have been amazing ( Read more... )

i really don't have the words for the way i feel right now.

I go from so fucking sad to extatic in 2.4 seconds.

Colyn really hurt me, but i guess i deserved it.
I dont know when i'll see her again.

Maria fucking scares the hell out of me now, even tho shes happy for me....then again so is colyn and thats not sincere at all.

New hunny....his name is Tim ( Read more... )

i think about you.....

"Over And Over"

I feel it everyday it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to

It feels like everyday stays the same
It's dragging me down and ( Read more... )

 i have no idea whats been up w/ me lately.

im in this really thick fog.
like this morning on the way to mary b's i was merging on the highway and i totally forgot to look and almost got run over by a semi-truck.....thats scary shit!!

nothing is making sense to me anymore.
i can't stop shaking....drawing today was soooooooooo hard cause my hands ( Read more... )

 Positives:
-the semester is almost over!!
-My drawings are going to be BANGIN!
-smoked up last night, and got laid...
-the second job interview went really really well.
-i found this SICK NASTY song that me and gordo love to dance to
-chilled w/ matt last night....then things got interesting
-DANI IS GOING TO WIN TILA TEQUILA'S HEART!!
-my own room is 3 ( Read more... )

whats your name?: Ashley
what do people call you?: Ash, Frodo, Pookie.....sometimes Allison, but thats a special case. lol

where you named after anything?: my great grandmother

if you were born the oppisite sex what would your name be?: uh....idk

do people spell/say your name wrong?: not so much the first one...but the last name has been SOOO ( Read more... )

im good today ( Read more... )

i hate you......so much.

why do you hate me? what the fuck did i do to you? what the fuck do you think your doin? are you mad? you have no FUCKING RIGHT TO BE!!!!!

you fucked it up!!!!

no one ever reads this shit, so im contemplating even wasting my time writing this anymore.

i want to tell the world, what you did to me, what happened btwn us, and how ( Read more... )

been a fucking crazy week ( Read more... )